Turmoil
Yesterday I had an emotional crisis. It had been building for weeks, but the damn finally broke and I started listening to my heart. I cried. I didn't sleep last night. But I came to a decision that will impact my little family's happiness for the years to come.I'm not particularly proud of the way it all came about, nor am I unaware that a large part of the situation is my own fault. I can only say that from here, things will be better.
Rest assured that the baby and I are well and that my husband does not want to kill me.