Not Yet Back to Normal
No. Things haven't yet quite returned to normal. I'm not even sure what normal really is anymore. Probably I will have to chart a new course for normal.
Being a new mommy is exhausting. Really. I sleep fitfully, listening very carefully for the slightest whimper from the bassinet. I am doing a very poor job of keeping house - don't even ask. I went to the grocery store Sunday by myself (sans baby) and it depressed me. I didn't want to leave her behind, but enjoyed the few hours of freedom. Enjoying the freedom made me feel guilty. It is a vicious cycle.
Songs on the radio make me cry, so the hormones are still a swingin'.
All in all, I'm beginning to doubt my own sanity.
More later.
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